finally..

it's been a year since i've updated this hell hole.

looking back at all the posts and memories i have, i am proud to say, Akiha has improved. 'nuff said.

#76

Birthday wishlist (29.4)

don't worry peeps. im not dead yet.

1. Tuner (mine spoilt DX)
2. Ear phone for handphone/mp3/laptop (all of mine spoilt too, can only hear from right side <_<)
3. Black shoes, size8, for work (been delaying this for too long)
4. Black pants, for work and casual outing. (mine's torn, and my mum is banning me from wearing the other two black jeans because it gets dusty very easily)
5. comb withe mirror (my mirror cracked. im afraid that thing is bringing me bad luck)
6. Mp3/Ipod
7. External hard disk (I HAS NOT MUCH SPACE LEFT IN MY LAPPY! DX)
8. Silent violin ($!80 *froths at mouth*)
9. Corset
10. Wallet (i guess. i like mine alot though)
11. Violin scores and grade books
12. YAOI TEE SHIRT!!! 8D
13. DMC ITEMS!


That's all i guess 8D

#75

haru
danie
nao
catherine

and so many more..

who's next?






This is updated by Akiha who has suicidal thoughts again.

#74

I will be quitting school tomorrow.

I'm not sure if I'm ready to convert to full time but I guess it can't be helped.

#73

#72

the urge to cry is there again.

this heartache can never go away.

i can never face anyone without feeling ashamed.

forthat, i apologise to you people.

im so sorry...

#71

Title: Endless
Chapters: oneshot
Author: yamada_akiha
Genre: romance/angst
Warnings: Angst
Rating: Nc13
Pairings/Characters: anyone you like
Synopsis: Tears fell like an endless rain… where are you?
Comments: A lot of things happened lately and I lost my best friend too… It feels as if the whole world had crumbled around me again and I was writing, and this came out. You might want to listen to Endless Rain by X Japan while reading this, but it’s very short.
Disclaimer: I do not own X Japan and Endless Rain, their song.




Tears fell like an endless rain


where are you?



My heart never ceased to bleed

come back...



My head keeps spinning

please...



Nothing but your name appears in my mind


come back to me...



Everything I do or hear, reminds me of you

I beg you...



My chest hurts; I can't breathe properly


come back to me, please...




I can't eat, everything would just come up again
what did I do?



Past memories of us flashes through my mind like a movie theatre


where did we go wrong?



I can’t stand with my own energy

I need you…





ENDLESS RAIN
FALL ON MY HEART
kokoro no kizu ni
LET ME FORGET ALL OF THE HATE
ALL OF THE SADNESS

#70

die akiha, just die already.


i think there won't be a chance that this blog would reach the 100th post..


goodbye people, for eternity.


zzzzzz plan foiled, but hurt feelings are there forever...

#69

ROFLMAO XD

#68

AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH XD NAO YOU IS EPIC WIN!